i bought 4 post secret books today for $15. I can’t wait to get them in the mail! I’m SO excited (:

I swear being alone makes me want to cut. Being lonely with nobody to talk to right now is making me want to cut really bad. I need someone to love and to love me. God I’m so freaking pathetic!

Sooo I’m extremely lonely tonight :( I want someone to talk too! Anyone? Haha

Weird thing is, I wasn’t sad at all. I didn’t cry. He always wanted to die and he finally got what he wanted. I know I should be sad but he’s happy now and away from all the problems in his life. I’ll always miss him

I was skinny. I wish I had no scars on my body. I wish i didn’t cry to sleep every damn night. I wish i could be happy. I wish I was pretty. I wish I was dead. I wish i had friends. I wish I wasn’t a freak. I wish I wasn’t worthless. I wish someone would love me. I wish all those will come true.

If only I was this skinny…

Thank you

please anyone inbox me i made a horrible choice I don’t know what to do please

Changing in the locker room sucks. My cuts and scars are exposed to everyone and they all ask what happened. I fell, my cat did it, everything. Then what do ya know, today I get called to the office and the principal says she’s had over 30 people come tell her I’m cutting. Why the fuck can’t people mind their own buisness? Especially the school. It was so hard to lie and tell her I’ve never cut while I’m trying to hide my arms even though I’m in long sleeves. That bitch believed every word, thankfully. Been crying for about an hour straight. 27 new cuts. I’m running out of space